| | i have had it.
here is my laid out list for allowances i can have:
only ONE alcoholic drink per night I go out. if I drink more than
one in a night, that counts for the next night I go out.
only TWO fast food meals per month (and for every fast food meal, another half hour of exercise should be added on to that day)
only ONE PACK of cigarettes per month (and if a half pack rolls over to next month DO NOT BUY ANOTHER PACK)
must eat some sort of vegetable and fruit EVERY DAY.
NO MORE BREAD! ....okay okay so I can't really give this up, but I am cutting down dammit!
i must exercise or do something aerobically stimulating for at least thirty minutes AT LEAST 3 times or more a week.
only 1 hour of online time at home per day. (I have to be online at
work so why do I need to spend as much time online at home??)
unpack at least ONE box a day until all boxes are empty.
I am TIRED of not fitting into perfectly good jeans that I fit into
only three years ago. There is no reason why a 25 year old, single,
childless female should be 35 pounds overweight. I have NO excuse for
sitting around doing nothing and then complaining about my clothes not
fitting. I should not have to cry everytime I buy clothes and then a
week later they don't fit. I should be happy with myself and I'm going
to be happy with myself. I'm just going to have to WORK FOR IT. Gee!
What a concept? Working to be happy? What a strange, foreign thought!
I'm a friggin genius!
The fat ass buck stops here.
I'm saying goodbye size 15, and hopefully in a few months, Hello my old size 9/10 friends!!!
oh and by the way... this is not some cry for people to say "ohhhh
youre so pretty just the way you are..." HELL! Kirstie Alley can pull
of pretty at any size and I'm pretty damn sure I can too. It's a
matter of me kicking myself in my own ass and DOING what I keep TALKING
about. It's about growing up. Really growing up and taking control of
a life I've let just slip out of my hands. For the longest time I was
offended by this guy who would always say that I was a cute girl but
had the potential to be hot if I would only take care of myself... You
know what? Sure it wasn't the best way to hand a compliment to a girl,
but he is FUCKING RIGHT. It's a sad sad state that my poor body is in
right now and it's all because I've neglected to take care of it. I
wouldn't treat my own child like I treat myself... so there. That
should clarify any misunderstandings that some might have with reading
into what I'm saying. |
| | Posted 1/31/2007 5:48 PM - 38 Views - 6 eProps - 3 comments
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